I wish I could tell you this all makes sense. But writing this makes everything intense. Knowing you’re listening and hearing my words, fights me and haunts me until it hurts. Do me a favor and listen in, understanding the tough situation I’m in. It all started when I thought I knew, that fate put together us two. Troubled and worried, with a grin on my face, love had caught me in a warm embrace. There’s nothing that stands in the middle of this, nothing but connection and the feel of a kiss. Something could stop me, if I let it win but I know that everything comes from within. So grab me and tell me everything’s alright, I’ll trust you and love you, and make things right. Forgive me for all I’ve said, I know I’ve run, before this I know not what I’ve done. Whining and crying, I’ve given excuses, but nothing surpasses those foolish refuses. So love me, everyone deserves another chance, but not so much if love has passed. I know it may be something you can’t look back on, but believe in your heart and have something to lean back on. Call me crazy, any name you want. I’m ready and willing to move this along. One simple big breath is all it takes to get this started, leaving off the brakes. This dream has caught me by surprise but I’ve strapped myself in for the ride. Without the belt I have everything to loose, but everything means nothing without you.
Why do we moan and stay in places we don’t wanna be?
Our life shouldn’t consist of regrets when we have the option to choose.
We sit and listen to someone speak as though they are better.
We cross our legs and nod as a sign of respect to those who may even lack respect for themselves.
Who made us believe we should be doing these things?
I’m tired of hearing people say they’re not happy in the situation they’re in.
It’s time to take initiative.
Let’s have no more regrets and stop doing things we don’t wanna do.
It’s time to WAKE UP and do what brings joy.
Do what brings happiness.
Just DO YOU.
So many bars on my windows, so much love in my heart.
I find you so close, yet we’re so far apart.
My love has never come easy,
All I’ve done is bring pain.
The past has come to haunt me.
I can’t say you’re to blame.
Some days are harder than others.
Some mornings bring frustrations from dreams the night before.
Some evenings bring memories, some nights bring pain.
It takes a while to let go of certain things.
It takes years to let go of certain people.
What I’ve noticed is these thoughts never seem to leave.
They come and go just to see if I’ll give in.
They come and torment just to see if I’ll respond.
But I won’t.
Thoughts only have as much power as you give them.
Pain only has as much power as you allow it to have.
I give all power to God and He continuously cleanses me from these thoughts, and from this pain.