Little Things

I wanna know when it started, my fascination with you.

I want you so bad it hurts me, does it hurt you?

You know I’ve loved you from the start.

I want you close wherever I go.

Will you be my special someone?

I wanna let you know…

 

I do suffer nights without you.

I still crave your sweet caress.

You still show me love within my vivid dreams, and when I rest.

 

Does it hurt?

Does it hurt, my love?

Can it hurt to fall back in love?

 

I want all those little things.

I wanna make those little things worth while.

 

I get lost in how I’ve hurt you.

I’d take back nothing in the end.

See we’ve grown so much apart.

I can’t go on living like this.

 

So I walk around alone.

They stare above but I can’t know the things they think of me.

I can’t care.

No, I don’t care.

 

Does it hurt?

Does it hurt, my love?

Can it hurt to fall back in love?

 

I want all those little things.

I wanna make those little things worth while.

 

I wanna know when it started, my fascination with you.

Change

Everything is about to change,

I’m no longer on my own.

I’m glad I let go of all the pain,

there’s no room for any sadness to grow.

I left the darkness behind,

and I’ll never look back.

Now truth is on my side,

and I don’t want your lies back.

Temptation has come,

but it shouldn’t even bother.

I’m too stubborn to let it through,

I won’t let it go any farther.

Freedom From My Thoughts

Some days are harder than others.

Some mornings bring frustrations from dreams the night before.

Some evenings bring memories, some nights bring pain.

It takes a while to let go of certain things.

It takes years to let go of certain people.

 

What I’ve noticed is these thoughts never seem to leave.

They come and go just to see if I’ll give in.

They come and torment just to see if I’ll respond.

But I won’t.

 

Thoughts only have as much power as you give them.

Pain only has as much power as you allow it to have.

I give all power to God and He continuously cleanses me from these thoughts, and from this pain.

Your Love

Why can’t I breathe?

Why can’t I be more to you than I am?

More to you, than they see.

I wanna know, where does the time go?

All my love seems to leave me.

You left with no goodbye, I stay with no reply. I wait.

I sit here thinking why, you left me all alone in this place.

I’m all alone.

I feel so cold.

Won’t you breathe in me some hope?

I’m tired of lovin’ all wrong.

You said you’d teach me to love while you’re gone.

While you’re gone, I’m lost, I need your guidance now.

You seem so far I’m crying for your love now.

I need your love now.