I wish I could tell you this all makes sense. But writing this makes everything intense. Knowing you’re listening and hearing my words, fights me and haunts me until it hurts. Do me a favor and listen in, understanding the tough situation I’m in. It all started when I thought I knew, that fate put together us two. Troubled and worried, with a grin on my face, love had caught me in a warm embrace. There’s nothing that stands in the middle of this, nothing but connection and the feel of a kiss. Something could stop me, if I let it win but I know that everything comes from within. So grab me and tell me everything’s alright, I’ll trust you and love you, and make things right. Forgive me for all I’ve said, I know I’ve run, before this I know not what I’ve done. Whining and crying, I’ve given excuses, but nothing surpasses those foolish refuses. So love me, everyone deserves another chance, but not so much if love has passed. I know it may be something you can’t look back on, but believe in your heart and have something to lean back on. Call me crazy, any name you want. I’m ready and willing to move this along. One simple big breath is all it takes to get this started, leaving off the brakes. This dream has caught me by surprise but I’ve strapped myself in for the ride. Without the belt I have everything to loose, but everything means nothing without you.
There are things that may seem to be true but I have yet to show you my glory.
I want to give you the world yet you only see what’s in front of you.
Don’t you know the love I have for you is much greater?
I have found the path for you, are you willing to see it come to pass?
There are things you have yet to see and I will be the one to show you, not anything nor anyone else.
Be careful who you trust as the devil is snaring within the area.
He wants to distract you and bring you into destruction.
Yet fear not the devil nor man, as either will lead you elsewhere.
Sometimes you may think I am not present.
You should know I am with you always.
Nothing will ever separate me from the love I have for you.
Listen to me.
Know that I am good.
Know that I have never left.
Know that my glory will be shown among you.
The time is near.
Adhere to my word and keep your temperance.
Keep your temperance and know I am good.
Some days are harder than others.
Some mornings bring frustrations from dreams the night before.
Some evenings bring memories, some nights bring pain.
It takes a while to let go of certain things.
It takes years to let go of certain people.
What I’ve noticed is these thoughts never seem to leave.
They come and go just to see if I’ll give in.
They come and torment just to see if I’ll respond.
But I won’t.
Thoughts only have as much power as you give them.
Pain only has as much power as you allow it to have.
I give all power to God and He continuously cleanses me from these thoughts, and from this pain.