Freedom From My Thoughts

Some days are harder than others.

Some mornings bring frustrations from dreams the night before.

Some evenings bring memories, some nights bring pain.

It takes a while to let go of certain things.

It takes years to let go of certain people.

 

What I’ve noticed is these thoughts never seem to leave.

They come and go just to see if I’ll give in.

They come and torment just to see if I’ll respond.

But I won’t.

 

Thoughts only have as much power as you give them.

Pain only has as much power as you allow it to have.

I give all power to God and He continuously cleanses me from these thoughts, and from this pain.

Your Love

Why can’t I breathe?

Why can’t I be more to you than I am?

More to you, than they see.

I wanna know, where does the time go?

All my love seems to leave me.

You left with no goodbye, I stay with no reply. I wait.

I sit here thinking why, you left me all alone in this place.

I’m all alone.

I feel so cold.

Won’t you breathe in me some hope?

I’m tired of lovin’ all wrong.

You said you’d teach me to love while you’re gone.

While you’re gone, I’m lost, I need your guidance now.

You seem so far I’m crying for your love now.

I need your love now.

How I Love You

How I love you

How I care

The time has come my Love

Oh how I care

 

I want what’s best for you

Your love is long ahead

I’ll be the one there for you till the end

 

How I miss you

How your love shines from over there

No you’re never far

You’re here in my heart

I feel you near

 

How I love you

How I care

 

You came to me with hope

I reward your faith

You came to me with love

I’ll light the way for you

 

How I trust you

Light

I see you walk around

There’s no one else in town

They say you’re here with me

I think I finally see, but I wanna know

Where did the time go?

Where does the time go?

In the moment

You are the arms I’ve always longed for

you are the comfort that I’ve craved

I got locked up in the moment

and had nothing left to say

You poured your heart out in your hands

and had the devil shake in fear

You told me things about the future

things I’ve really needed to hear

I’ve always longed for your affection

your gentle touch and healing hands

I really love you oh so much

I really hope you understand