Why I’m Writing

A lot of things changed for me last night. I realized what I should’ve known all along. You let go and I was still hanging on. How could I think you had still wanted me when you obviously went and saw someone else? I knew we fell apart but I still don’t understand why you never even tried to contact me. You now come around like you don’t notice it hurts me every time. You didn’t even smile or speak to any of us last night. I guess now I can see what happens when you fall. You let go of everything then you watch yourself loose it all. Maybe I’m into it more than I should be but damn, why did you have to leave? There was something that upset you but you continue to look forward. I wanted to love you last night but now i never will, I think I’ll move on and just let go. After all, that’s why I’m writing.